"Light Up"

I've been looking at one thing; thing that being put in a corner, behind my door for these past few weeks. A guitar, Imran's guitar. Imran left his guitar at home. I went back home yesterday and surprisingly he's home too, given MC for couple of days. It's 0230AM. I know I should be reading IA notes but then I have no urge to do so. Love's somewhere in the campus, probably reading notes for Malaysian Studies. He told me that he'll BBM me later. So while waiting for Love, I asked Imran to teach me on how to play the guitar. I know some of its chords, thanks to Ghazal class. After few minutes finding the guitar chords for the song I've been looking for, I found one. Thought of to play like the Boyce Avenue's, but it went chaos, totally chaos. Haha! It was not as easy as it looks like so I handed over the guitar to him. And I sang the chorus part. It was so cool at that moment that we totally forgot to record it. Damn it. But here's the part of the song, and it goes to you. You know who you are :)

You light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
You don't know you're beautiful,
That's what makes you beautiful

Simple Survey

I'm tired of: People saying things about me.
I am listening to: Aiman's slaming the door. Bad mood I guess?
Maybe I should: Keep it to myself. God knows.
I wish: for you to be here, yang.
Chocolate is: Never an option for me. Except for Mars bars.
I have lost my respect for: People who says things about me. Screw you.
I last ate: Yong Tau Foo
The meaning of my display name: The combination of my dad's name and me.
Someday: Someday, I'm going to have beautiful children of my own.
I will always remember: The loved ones. They're my priority.
Love is: Wonderful.
Today: I have no plans for today.
Tomorrow: Another plan of surprise birthday celebration!
Party: I am really good at planning for parties. I really am.

Is your cell phone beside you? Yes, both of them. I'm considering of using only one phone now.
Are you wearing chap stick? No, not at this hour.
Are you wearing pajamas? Yes.
Are you mad? To certain people, yes.
Are you upset? I really am.
Last beverage? Iced syrup.
Last phone call? Dad's asking where am I.
Last time you cried? Last night.
List 2 favorite colors: Red and White

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU

Made a new friend? I think so.
Fallen out of love? Every single day.
Laughed until you almost cried? Haven't done this for quite some time.
Met someone who changed your life? I already did, 1 year 9 months, and still counting ♥
Have you found out who true friends and best friends were? I found out one.
Wallpaper on your cell phone? The picture of us on his birthday ♥
What's the most interesting thing that happened to you? This month? Love's surprise birthday party went well as planned. It was worth my effort and I'm really glad he loves it.
What are your favorite numbers? 3 and 25
What is your current mood? Not as usual, I can say.
Last people you hung out with? Family.
What color shirt are you wearing? Red
Who's car were you in last? Mum's. I drove hers.
What color is your hair? Hmmm brownish black?
If you could have one thing right now, what would it be? To have my loved ones under one roof.
When is your birthday? August 25th, am looking forward to it.
How do you feel about your hair right now? Messy
How is your life? Being great.
When is the last time you held hands with someone you love? January 9th, 2012 ♥
You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do? Pee. Haha how does it feels like to pee while standing heh?
Who did you last hug? Mum
Have you crawled through a window? Yes.
Where is your mom? In her room, sleeping.
What is the last movie you watched? Tangled.
Any cool scars? On my right hand, on top of my elbow.
Things about the opposite sex that you first notice? His hair.
Last text says? "Okay syg." Somehow these two words always made me smile ♥
What's your worst personality flaw? "Boring, annoying, pushy, perfectionist, lifeless." Guys, somehow those personalities you described creates who I am, the real me. I've heard enough. Though how hard I've tried to change, you guys never stop saying things about me. Screw all of you.

It's Your Day

It's been awhile since the last post.
Here goes the new entry.

Happy 21st birthday, Sayang

Happy birthday to you.

There's nothing much that I could planned for, except for that little surprise birthday party,
and I'm glad you loved it.

Thank you so much for everything.

Last year's.

2012

I love you,

Sarah Adham

F

F for?

Finalsssssssssssssss!

Fuuuuu


And luckily the toughest subject is on the last day.

Been trying to understand the subject for about a month now,
but still, I'm not on the track.

And I'm having this back+lumbar pain (I'm not sure if it is called lumbar pain, because I've no idea what is sakit pinggang in English is called, pardon me). It is on the right side of my waist.
Couldn't sit for too long, and if I do sit for too long, the pain, only God knows how it feels.

Been whining to the boyfriend this and that;
how sick I am, how starved I am, how bored I am in Cyberjaya.

Because he's the best listener, and to whom would I want to whine but him?

Thank you Sayang for being there for me, thank you Sayang for listening,
oh how I wish I can show you how much I love you.

Happy 17th Sayang <3

Oh dah menyimpang jauh dari topic.
So, good luck to myself!

Another Birthday Surprise!

Apart of buying myself a slice of cake for my birthday, which was a bit surprising because I never did that before,
the boyfriend gave me this!

:D :D :D :D

We took some shots, but this is my favourite :)


Thank you Sayang, thank you so much!
I love you, and will always do ♡